I’m going through emotional turmoil for the past few days. Not in a good emotional state at all.
I started noticing that my physical appearance started changing.
I started looking older and not good. Cheeks puffed up, eyes shrunk down, lost the brightness on the face. Not good at all.
And to my surprise, all this happened within a span of 7 days.
I didn’t know that our emotional state affects our physical appearance so much. It’s like the instant manifestation of all the bad feelings on my body.
But I realize that this has to stop. It’s not healthy and I feel like crap.
My life energies have gone down.
Before this, I couldn’t sleep because my mind was so full of ideas and enthusiasm. Every second a new idea popped up into my head and I was so enjoying that.
But suddenly it went silent.
There is nothing inside.
My sleep quota increased from 5 hours to 10 hours. And even after that, I feel miserable.
All of this happened because someone very close to me forced me to make a decision that I did not want to make in the first place and after that everything started happening.
I got to stop this now.
I need to find a way out of this. Otherwise, I’ll be finished.
I will take a step back and start from the ground. I know it will take time now, but can’t do much, I’ll have to follow the natural process of life.